FREE

There comes that time when you realize that you are free of the pain. And it feels so good.

Cute guy

Sometimes I see cute guys. Today I did. He worked at Arnolds and made me a delicious bagel. Lucky me.

:(

I want sleep! :(

New chapter

I feel like yesterday was the start of a new better chapter in my life. And it feels really good.

Freedom

Freedom by emmelemzi featuring rick owens jacket

Rick owens jacket
net-a-porter.com

J Brand denim skinny jeans
$200 - farfetch.com

Madison Harding leather boots
endless.com

Folli Follie crystal ring
follifollie.us.com

Tencel Linne Freedoom - Kan Dee Art & Design AB
kandeeshop.se

Weird

Everything feels so weird right now.

Simple black

Simple black by emmelemzi featuring zipper jeans

Knit sweater
sheinside.com

Maison Martin Margiela zipper jeans
ln-cc.com

Jeffrey campbell boots
$230 - farfetch.com

Leather jewelry
$26 - diva.net.au

One word

There is one word for me and that word is simply idiot.

The secret is out

I'm so happy that it's not a secret anymore. I feel a lot better now that it's out. Now that my mom knows about it all.

Oh well

I don't know what's gonna happen next. We'll see.

Hopefully

Hopefully tomorrow is the day. Hopefully.

HAPPINESS

Choose happiness. Always. There is no other way to live.

Not happy

I am just not happy right now. Okay.

mom

I'm glad that mom will be back tomorrow. I miss having her around.

FROM BAD

It's weird how fast something can go from BAD to EVEN WORSE. I have nothing else to say right now.

Bad Girl

I should totally be sleeping right now, but no, I am not. I am a bad girl indeed.

Yes

Yes. Very very tired. Ah well.

UNWANTED

I hope that staying up until I am completely wiped out will help me sleep without unwanted dream visitors.

Break

I wish I was had the strength to keep on going. I'm not totally giving up. I'm just taking a break to collect myself.  

Something has changed within me

"Something has changed within me
Something is not the same
I'm through with playing by the rules
Of someone else's game
Too late for second-guessing
Too late to go back to sleep
It's time to trust my instincts
Close my eyes: and leap!"

Defying Gravity - Glee Cast

Probably a good thing

"Don’t stress out if your ex tells you that you won’t find anyone like them again. That’s probably a good thing.”

Brotips

I wish

I wish I could understand him. But I can't. I wish I could help him. But I can't. I wish he understood how important he is to me.

Tired

I'm tired. In so many ways.

Life goes on

I'm single again and I am fine with it. Believe it or not. I am now engaged with one of my absolute best friends and people on FB are taking it way too seriously and I am just laughing.

messy

I have a feeling that R might flip when he sees my room. It's more then a little messy...

I Don't Knows

My future is filled with a lot of I Don't Knows but it's okay, because I like my present.

summer

I miss summer so much right now!

My face

BF

There might be so much I could say, but I don't really feel like saying anything. That doesn't mean that I am not happy. Because I am. I have the best boyfriend ever.

the other one

I have now started writing in both swedish and english in my other blog so if any of you want to check it out, be my guest.

Gah

I will be so much more happy after Monday. Well. Life is. 

Not used to this feeling

I miss you when you are not around. A few days with you constantly around and now I don't know how to be when you are not here with me. I am not used to this.

Cool

I can seriously tell you that I was not at all cool in 2005. Not that I am saying that I am cool now, but I really wasn't cool back then.

Manga

I bought some manga. Pretty awesome.

Nice

This blog is fun. I don't feel obligated to post, but I still want to. And I can write whatever I want and how much I want. It doesn't matter. It doesn't even have to make sense to anyone but me.

Kinda nice.

in a relationship

I kinda like starting the new year being in a relationship. Feels kinda nice.